Thursday, December 16, 2010

heart paining,cry..sad..I HATE U!!!16/12/10

Arrrrrrrrrrrr......my heart paining!!!!....really!!!.....unable to breath....heart feel stop!!! very pain....like a lot of knife keep tab it into my heart......arrrr.....hurt!!!!....unable to breath!!!!! am i...arrr......pain......reriously hurt...pain.....really....unable to breath....feel like wanna throw away...break away everything...everything that u been give it to me!!!....arrrrrrrrr.......hurt!!!!! very hurt!!!!!!!! can't stand my pain!!!!....wanna kill myself!!!!arrrrr....really can't stand...can't stand anymore!!!!how could he send this to me!!!!!

feel like i am wrongly in luv of him!!!...feel like i'm not suppose to in luv with him...

omg!!!....this 2 years we been 2gether is blank!!!!!!!....tears drop uncontrolable!!!....

omg....uncontrolable feel hurt!!!COULDN'T IMAGINE THIS IS FROM HIS MOUTH!!!

HURTTTTTT!!!!!SERIOUSLY!!!!

DEAD!!!!....TOTALLY DEAD!!!!!...HEART TOTALLY DEAD FOR HIM!!!!

I NOW FEEL THAT I AM THE STUPIDEST GAL IN THE WORLD!!!

HOW COULD I FALL IN LUV WITH THIS GUY!!!!

HATE THAT I''M SO STUPID!!!!

"HATE THAT I LUV U!!!!"

Thursday, December 9, 2010

I need you - 09.12.10

Tears fall down uncontrolly....drop it into my lip...taste bitter...

Thought could forget you....but it's hard....never thought i was so weak....always ask god how could he treat me like that...how could all this happen to me?? i thought i could forget him....i really thought so...

but now...i realise....he was so important to me....really hate that i love him so!!!!

The song of "Hate that i love you"...really could explain my situation now...

especially on :
"One of these days, maybe your magic won't affect me,
and your kiss won't make me weak,
but no one in this world knows me the way you know me,
so you probably always have a spell on me"

Another sentense is where :
"And you completely know the power that you have,
The only one that makes me laugh,
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact,
That i love you beyond reason why and it just ain't right"

Hate that i love you....hate how muct i love you....if i were not to put so muct in love...today...I won't be like that...

Sorry to say...