He's gone...doesn't even wish to have a single relationship with me....pass me my card in hurry...face not even look at me....do u noe that when u gone, the pieces of my heart are missing u.....
I'm like a shell without soal...come to work, work more...work late just to pass the time...doesn't want a single second to make to think of u....as think of u...my eyes may couldn't control to drop my tears....
I cry....cry many in a day...pretend nothing with colleagues....but when I'm alone....tears falls again....
Rather be at the office....as I could cry hard under the table....no 1 knows....rather then drop my tears every moment....
Doesn't like to be at house....as in house when everyone enjoying....I couldn't have the feeling to enjoy it....when in my house....pretend need to put more harder....as doesn't want they worry on me...they haven't know...
Love is it means everything? but for him are not....as he rather be alone....he feel more better to be alone....some more ask to "feel it"....am I really bad that until he could mention "better to be alone" and declare very fast from "Marriage" to "Single"....
Feel like wanna drunk myself everyday just to make at least a moment not to be so hard of thinking him....as it's pain....tears keep drop....
But who am I to think of him? who am I to still keep loving him? who am i to care him any more?
(Dah hits target ke? tak nampak muka pun...hehe)
- from there, I know and understand adi....pls dun say "Luv u" when it is not come from your full heart....please dun over promise, when you couldn't make it....definately not to mention promise to be with me forever if u couldn't do that....
Thanks....thanks for hurting me...
tears dropping....really need bottles of drinks to drunk myself....
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