Friday, November 19, 2010

20.11.2010 - your birthday

your birthday eve i was so upset dear...cos i'm not the one that important could celebrate your 21st birthday with you!...

Totally upset...I cry...i been mad...scold people....this is the hardest day for me to pass by....

now is already a quarter after 12am...i guest u r drinking right now....and gonna drink very hard today...not sure your family will gonna celebrate for you or not...but...i wish to celebrate with you...

Remember that we had in Roadhouse?...u mention is the best and ever birthday in your life...I'm happy to listen that...and wish to have wonderful birthday every year that could celebrate with you...

I believe u r waiting for your 21st birthday....a day that u will leave me soon...as u mention u will be work oversea...when the time after 21...

Really hope that now I could drink drink and drink until I able to drunk...and not to think anything in my life....as the heart paining won't be there....

Although drunk but heart and mind are still clear....

There is not much I can do...the only thing that i can do, is to send u a message via facebook...wishing u 21st Happy Birthday,wish u happy always, have a bright future...and success in your life...take care...

This is the only thing that i could do....as...u r not allow me to SMS u....not allow me to Call you....not allow me to meet....

Miss u dear....miss u darling...

I've cry....I've sad....but...who is realising my feeling?...who could actually love me the way that u love me?

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