Today is the eve of our 26th Aniversary that we meet up.....26 month we been through...dunno am i will receiving msg on 12.00am sharp from you or not...and dunno I will be sending to you or not....but I hope to received your msg....
The last Aniversary we had...u didn't send it in proper...due to meeting customer....I'm not blaming on you...as what i want from you is a safe Kumar coming back to me....
But...no matter how I work hard...things won't work....I will keep studying on tamil....
Receiving letter from Stamford today....mention on graduation....27/11/2010....but...not happy....as this moment is the moment that we want to share together...you are not here with me...even i had that graduation with me also...I won't happy without you....not sure whether it could postpone or not....I want to graduate on the year that we could be together to celebrate....
Dunno how r u now?.....dunno that is your life really happy without me?....dunno that have you been recover back from break?....will you miss me?...
Really wish to know your feeling now...If I could....
Couldn't care you....couldn't understand you....Couldn't love you....Couldn't forget....Couldn't retain the love we been create also....
Can i have you back to my life?....tasteless life without u.....
Looking at the things that u give it to me....My 1st birthday...your present...although that time u had no money but still insist to give me the present...The bracelet that u give it to me....although is for cancer patient, but I had keep it...the watch that u present to me....couple watch....the momoent I look at the watch...I would think of you....as Its like the second keep rounding and keep reminding me to think of you...to miss you....the present of the Carlo Rino beg....I'm not even always use...as I'm affraid I might dirty it....the present of my 2nd birthday....u present me your heart to me....the red colour heart....the star that u fold to me and written "KC" over there...the sourvenir "Yokohama"... the key chain of Pangkor Island...both of our name is there...the shirt that u buy to me.....I always wear...as feel like u are hugging me....and the most important person u gave it to me...{Pinky Kumar}....
Only hugging of it....I could sleep....luckily u giving him to me....as when i miss u...at least I could hug on it....release my feeling over him....your scarf.....many more....many more that u given it to me.....looking at it.....missing of u.....
Your message to me.....your call to me....your mms to me....still remember that we video call...remember that in everyday...your msg of reminding me to eat my lunch....morning sure will ask me whether have I eat b1....but....Its been 2 weeks....2 weeks that didn't receiving anything....couldn't even to care you....
Looking at phone.....dunno what i can do....last time I noe that my hp is mainly function on msging u....but now....dunno what i can do with it....
The birthday card u given to me...mention "I love you....I do".....
Do it still valid?.....what i can do....is only letting you leaving me....letting u search your own life...as...only that...your heart won't hurt forever.......
Just let me accepting all this hurting....all this sacrifying...at least u feel better on it...
Everyday I've cry....cry when i'm alone....cry when I think of you....cry until the tissue roll from 1 roll till finish....until not enough....
Today is the eve of Aniversary...."Happy 26th Aniversary".....
"Happy 2 years and 2 months of Aniversary"....
On the 1st year...we mention we did it for 365days....but now....It's been end....
"KUMARAVELLU A/L KOLANDAVILU"....."I LOVE YOU"
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