Sunday, October 10, 2010

Been to your house today - 10.10.10


Today is 10.10.10

Our 26th Aniversary....

U are not in home is it?....cos I been outside of your house.....

Not sure is that your house....No. 17, Jalan 7 Taman Sungai Jelok rite?

I guess so.....not sure have u receive the gift that I put it outside of your house....your bike and car are not there....so...I also not sure is that your house....

Missing u....look at your house....but not dare to put my gift.....as....affraid of u dislike.....

Why it's happen to me?....your face floating arround....

Couldn't forget you...your face arround me....missing u so much....

10.10.10.....it should be a forever day....but...y it's come me me? it's break??

Am i not deserve it?...am i as bad as until not deserve of having u?

Could you bring me together??.....although u wanna go to oversea....could u bring me together?? I'm not scare if with you......

Couldn't leave u even 1 second.....not even 1 second!!...

I hate myself.....why am i not an indian gal....why am i not an indian gal that with same of your Kasta??

why am i chinese??....and because of that....u leaving me....

Are u love me sincerely?....if yes....why still need to differential of chinese and indian?? even have Kasta??

Really such a tasteless life without u.....today been to the last day we date...Hotel Smart....

Looking at outside....imagine of you.....the last time we met.....

After that....not at all....your face turn to how also I didn't know....

U mention u been cut your hair....Doesn't know how doest its look on you....

I love you baby....but....I couldn't msg u...could call you....like a stranger for you...

I hate this....I hate all arround me....

Heart broken....heart paining.....heart attack....

Wanna drink....drank....drunk.....Looking at those pictures of you....tears uncontrolrable fall down....

Can i kill myself??.....I was just a small dust in the world....If without me in the earth....doesn't affect anything rite??....

Can i kill myself??....at the end of my life....I just wanna say "I love you"....."I do"....

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