A lonely day....I took MC today...I purposely sent wrongly to him...but..the reply I get from him is...."Why you send to me?"...he no more care me anymore...no more...
I had no mood to start work...no mood to do anything...simply take MC to be mad gal today...very pain....I know that for you...parent only one, without them...couldn't get anymore...thats y u protect them from not even let them know anything....Chloe Liew Ting Ling also 1 only...but for u...mayb u think to change...as wat u want is a "pure true luv"...
"Pure" meaning to say is it "pure indian"....Chloe Liew Ting Ling could not make it rite?...although she now wanna get to learn Tamil, wear panjabi, not to eat beef...learn indian culture...but...wat u and your family want is a "pure indian" that could only be your gf or your wife rite?
x kan what I do now all this is not true luv to you?? is it a fake luv for you??....
Nvm la...u had decide...what I could do??...stay mad only I could do....
Hope that when that time we had pass away, and if there is a chance to be human again...u promise to me u will choose to be chinese....then on this entire life...we couldn't be together...but on our next generation...we could in luv again...and we could be together...forever on our next generation...
another one thing I wish to tell you...u ask me to be like Madhu that have a kind heart....actually, I am doing good thing also for the past more than 1/2 year...I had adopt a child...is a gal...her name is Maimaititureyimu, Ayinuer....9 years old....in Xinjiang China....every month I sent some money to her family...enough for every month to them....u didn't know bout that as I feel like doing good things not necessary to let all people know...thats y even u also...I didn't tell u...only my mum know...as monthly I need her to help me to bank in the money monthly to them...except my mum...no 1 know....now I tell u...is because...I wanna let u know that...I am a gal also that what u looking for....doesn't wanna tell u when that time we are argue is because...although I have done all this but I'm not necessary to tell everyone...or let everyone to know....now I let u know...is because...although this children is adopt...but...I had assume that...she is our children....
Goodbye my luv....I couldn't assume that u had die...as if u die...I'll follow your step to die together...I couldn't assume that I was having a bad dream...As I doesn't wish to forget u in my life....I couldn't let myself to ignore u...as i couldn't do that also....
If u had choose what u had think is correct and feel better...then...go ahead lerr...I am no one for you to stop u...
Good luck...dun forget to wear the braclet that I give u...as it's bring u luck....dun forget when u miss me...listen on the shell....as there is sea wave that keep telling u "I luv u, I miss u"....dun missing again the thing that I present to you...as...I dunno I could still give u present to you or not on my entire life....dun delete the msg that i sent to you...as...there will no chance for me to msg u anymore....dun delete the pic that we had took together...as...I wouldn't noe we could had chance to took pic together or not...dun delete the memories that we had create...as on the rest of the entire life...there will be no memories that we could create anymore...
But...all this...if u decide to forget me in your life...I couldn't stop u also...just do whatever u like lerr...as...I want u to be happy....If u think u delete all...it's bring u happy....then I couldn't stop u...
Lastly....gudbye my luv...although couldn't stand the pain of u leaving me...but it is a fact adi...goodbye and luv u forever...miss u forever...
I couldn't say bye to you yesterday...as I really doesn't wish to bye...
But anyhow...u had decide...
I HAVE to say goodbye.....
No comments:
Post a Comment