Dream....Hope that on the situation now is not true...all this is dream...I am dreaming only... I am dreaming having a nightmare only...
It is a dream rite?? tell me!!...tell me now!!! Tell me this was just dream!!!
Pain and hurt!!...day by day...I could only imagine that u still couple with me... it just u busy... cannot sms and call me only........only like this my heart could release good a bit...
This morning sudly want to msg u "I wake up adi dear"....but only realise u are not with me anymore...tears fall down...=`(
All this happen again...I couldn't just like be normal back...tears fall in heart...but only could do is to imagine u still with me...
Mum ask what happen?...I say nothing....She ask again am I break again?...I say no...dun bother me...
As...I couldn't imagine after I say it...I may cry hard in front of her...until couldn't control...
Last time having that big arguement...I was treat rude to my family...and mention that give us a time of 2 years to prove to them....but now with this happen...I doesn't know how to tok to them anymore...that day I was so sure to come out this to them...even ask them not to bother us as we already had a clear and sure mind towards work hard on that...but in the end....
What that i can do?...I only could imagine u still in my life....
Doesn't wish to say "goodbye"...really refuse on that....my heart won't let it go....
What a grey day....god...is this dream??...I hope it was...as after wake up...u are still be with me....
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