Although been couple back...relationship not as close as previous...why its hard that we decide and want to be 2gather, but...you couldn't hargai the relationship that we wish to fight for...I noe that in your heart, there must be something...something u wasn't want to share with me...
Although u never tell from you mouth...but as your gf...I could feel it...that time u wish to break again with me is it? now a day u hot temper, scold me up...I tolerate...as I luv u...dun 1 to argue with u...wanna change myself...it's adi 6.50pm...u haven't reply...still angry...
in your heart...there must be something...u doesn't wanna tell me...i noe...i noe it was relate to me...u feel stress is it?...In fact u couldn't decide to be with me, if in 2 years your family not approve...as...that was your family...and...u also doesn't noe how to tok with me...as u been promise to be with me...but u really couldn't ignore your family...u r in the middle rite??
Thats y u message to me...mention that anyhow u luv me mre that I luv u...cos u promise will sacrify to be with your family...
If luving me is so hard for you...now even couple back but u r not putting the luv inside....I rather stay in Taiwan forever....doesn't wish to come back...at least that tme u r still luving me....not like now making both of us argue...not happy...
Although now u r with me...but your heart r not with me...I sad...happy...cry...smile....it doesn't meaning for you...not like last time u with me...I sad or angry...u will pujuk me...
U had change...change to a person that I'm not dare to put angry with...as I will scare u mention again to break me up...
change to a person being ignore everythg...although I hurt...I sad...I doesn't want a bf like that...
This Kumar is scarry...I was putting my effort on everythg that u want me to change...as I noe..the sacrifaction that u put..is more than me....
But u r not given me any chance to change...I need to tolerate with u until although i cry...but...I stand nothing and pretend nothing and make u happy...
I apologise...waiting for u to msg me... call me....why always mention "tata"... I just want to listen a word from u which is from your full heart...which is "I Luv U" from your full heart...
If u really feel that being with me...make u stress up...very irritating...then, I would rather u leave me now...as u leaving me now...at least u r loving me rite now...
As I'm affraid when u keep force to be with me....in some other day...u may no more loving me...although I had try my hard to change as wat u want...but....no use....as u adi dun luv me at all....
The first day we met after we couple back...I really feel like my old Kumar are coming back...really feel tenteram that day....but after that....no more....
we just been couple back almost 2 weeks...but in just a second....we had come to a real situation again that we facing....be with u on the 1st day that we couple back...I really feel like we just be like that time....forever...u care me...I understand u...I share whatever to you...
but...till to the next day...everythg change back to this situation....
The feeling and situation that I hate most...
Is it after a started of tenteram, there will be difficult time for us to face?....so fast?...
u x given us a chance...thn how we could fight for future...
Is it after a borrow of tenteram...need to return back and replace back more difficult time to suffer?...
U hurt me....I allow....But when I use back the words to you...u angry?...u mjuk?...u doesn't wanna even msg me??....
That was the word that u use to me....my hurt feeling is like now u hurting...but i need to pretend nothing....and make u happy again...as I doesn't want arguement...
I want we tke care of this relationship....but y u keep hurting me....until I melutup...and tell all this to u?....and now mjuk with me??...
I want to keep this relationship....is that wrong?...is that I need to merayu to get this?...I am also a human that had mother to born....had feeling...
Please dun keep hurts me again....as I'm weak not as strong as u think....
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